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[06 Nov 2005|12:16am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Wow i havn't been on here since the end of august, and i guess this isn't the scene anymore. The "in" place has moved to a beloved location at Myspace.com and for all of you who are going against the grain or just havn't the energy to get a myspace, then i am here for you. But you probably will not care in the least what i have to say, so i just wasted your time and mine. thank you :)

Well i'm rediculously happy. I love my friends, my family and my boyfriend! and i'm uber hyper right now. Well i hate when i get on this and have a million things to say and when i get into this little text box i got nothing. Well its around midnight on November the 6th and i am in a grand mood. Almost, no, definitly beaming. La di da... wow this is pointless. I got nothing.

PEACE OUT MUTHERFUCKERSSSSSS

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The last of summer 2005 [29 Aug 2005|11:13am]
[ mood | working ]

Wow, summer of 2005 is over, as of 7:23 tomorrow morning. Idk even know what to call this summer. It's been a ride and a half, that's for sure. I've hung out with the best people who in turn have hung out with the worst people. Hearts were broken, Hearts were fixed. Some found the love of their life, while others found the hate of their life. For me it's been crazy work. Busy til it felt like it was no longer summer and i actually worked a 9-5 everyday. But even thru that I found a fantastic friend. I've cruised the streets of bridgewater late at night and sat by a fire with my baby while the stars twinkled above us. Street racing, getting drunk on my own terms, blown out tires, new cars, old cars, broken cars, and crazy times. I had an amazing summer and I can't thank my friends enough for being there. I love each and everyone of you.

It's raining right now and i resent that. Summer is supposed to end with the nicest day. Now it seems more like punishment...

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Lodi dodi... plain and simple [21 Aug 2005|11:08am]
[ mood | rushed ]

Ok yeah, i need to get better at updating. Sorry i've been super busy. Havn't even had time for myself. But oh well.

Well lets see, since the last update...
i went to the Coldplay concert which was so fucking awesome.
Working in Boston. (barely working at honey dew) haha
Seeing Cory <3 still together, 2 months and counting.
Hung out with Matt and Risa cuz i havn't seen them in forever.
Visited Brown University and UConn and i LOVED them!
Been doing my AP work and not reading summer reading. hahaha. oh well.

Things have been pretty hectic. Getting ready to go back to school, which i'm kinda excited about because its our last year and it'll be really fun. Plus my summer has only consisted of seeing a few friends: Christina, Greg, Cory, Krystal. thats about it. So i really wanna see my friends again. Our last year guys, lets savor it! So yeah i'm in a really good mood. even tho it looks like shit outside. lol. whatever.

peace out muthafuckazzzz

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Wow, he's perfect [31 Jul 2005|10:31pm]
[ mood | loved ]

In the last 15 days i've been doing nothing. Tiff went back to Texas :'( but she went out with a bang. We had an awesome night hanging out with kyle and greg. Stealing the glow in the dark slow manniquin. Yeah funniest shit ever. Talked all night with Tiff. I really miss her cuz she was a great friend.

Then been hanging out and working. More working than hanging out. sucks tho. Had a bad day on thursday when Xerox toner got all over me and the printer and the floor and yeah. Felt horrible the entire day cuz my boss had to help me clean up. She wasn't bothered but i still felt really bad.

Then saturday was perfect cept for one minor infraction. (dad's a jackass) But he's gone now. Left for San Fran today so i'm happy. He's gone for a week. It's gonna be heaven.

Going to a Jewlery party with my mom and jen and maybe krystal on wednesday. Tiffany diamonds there!! might get something cuz my mom half promised. haha.

Had delicious cheesecake last wednesday. Mmmm. Coldplay in one week!! SO EXCITED!

And perhaps a future trip to Italy in the works?? dunno but hoping. Well thats me. And i have a great life and an amazing boyfriend!!!!! ahhh. love it all. XD so peace out, and spread the love kiddos

It was perfect,
the two lovers sitting under the twilight
a fire dancing at their feet
holding eachother with such passion
as if letting go would take their oxygen away.
the stars reflected in their eyes
every thought, every breath, every word
has perished into the blackness of the night
It was just them, intertwined
on the grass; green and slightly wet
He held her even closer
whispered into her ear
what she yearned to hear from the man she adored

I love you

At that instant it was perfection...

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So yes, That is exactly what happened last night and it was the best night of my life. He is truly amazing.

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Celebrities, Shoes, and the good people from Texas [14 Jul 2005|11:54am]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Wow, i really need to get to cracking on updating this thing. No time anymore. So yeah, i've been deprived of massive amounts of sleep and its my first day of nothing so i'm excited. Just lounging around and such. This past month has been pretty fucking incredible.

*I have an amazing boyfriend. He's at camp and i miss him like crazy, and sunday is our one month. :)
*Saw 2 of the hottest men in the world, 10 feet infront of me. And THE best director, again, 10 feet infront of me. Yes ladies and gentlemen, Leonardo DiCaprio, Matt Damon, and Martin Scorsese. AND LEO WAVED AT ME! (pictures at the end of this entry)
*Made a new best friend, Tiff from Texas. Christinas cousin and shes just the best. I'm sad that she's going back to Texas cuz its so nice to talk to someone who understands you. Hopefully i can visit her sometime. And she said "Wicked", so my job of converting her to bostonian is done... :)
*Finished drivers ed and starting road lessons. So yeah, license is within reach
*I GOT MY CAR! yes it is truely mine now!! So excited.
*Got a second job in Boston working for Tina again. Secretarial work. gonna be getting $8-9 an hour! so yes!! More money to put into my car!! wicked pumped
*Got the sickest stilletos that i'm gonna wear to a wedding. (BTW Formal bridal showers suck and are so boring)
*Went to visit Cory and got stuck in the parking lot cuz Gregs brakes sucked ass. But still good times. hahaha. Craziest shit with those guys
*Less than one month to Coldplay!! can't fucking wait

So here are the pictures like i promised kiddosCollapse )

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[19 Jun 2005|05:43pm]
[ mood | full ]

i feel like its time to update, seeing as how its been a month. Nothing has really been going on. I've met a great guy. David's gone and down the tubes. I'm seriously done with this, and if i ever turn around and say "i love you" to him again, kick my ass please asap!

So yes, this great guy: Cory Jones. He is amazingly amazing and we started dating, i guess. He cares about me, and shows it. He listens to me, and he doesnt judge me. We like a lot of the same things. He's really sweet and loves to hang out with me. We actually talk on the phone, unlike some people. lol. But hey, he's just incredible. And fucking cute as hell. That was the first thing i said about him when i saw him for the first time. "Christina, HES CUTE!!" yeah exactly like that too. So we've been talking for a few weeks and such and he's just so awesome. :) It's not a one sided relationship, and i love it. I'm so happy right now and christina can vouch for that, or any of my other friends for that matter. We had a great time on thursday night when we danced to Frank Sinatra. And he has the most perfect lips and he is such a good kisser! It's like heaven. XD

So yeah i'm like extremely happy. Everythings going swimmingly. I have finals this week. Good times, not. I saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith twice, once with krystal and once with cory. It was great both times. Ran into Tyler, Devon, April, Sarah, Sarah, John and John at the movies last night when we went to see the movie. It was crazy cuz i havnt seen them in exactly a year. Exactly.

Going to Onset on tuesday with Cory, Greg, Christina, Blanche, Ray, Jenna, and all them. Gonna be fucking awesome times, can't wait. Going to gregs little cottage thinger. hahaha no funny business tho, just good old fashion fun. Been hanging out with Greg a lot. He's a great kid, weird tho. One of my best friends now so i'm happy. He listens, almost like a girl... hmmmmm haha no kids, he's not one. hahaha.

My phone broke again, same make as before. So this would be twice that the same model broke while i had it, and it just kinda broke. The first time was over christmas break and my phone just froze. The second time was 2 days ago and i just lost all signal. Stupid fucking phone, i have to get the same model. it fucking sucks. I can't even get a new one. But w/e.
Last final on thursday so i'm happy.

LAST THOUGHTS
As my junior year comes to a close, i see myself in a whole different light than last year. I'm so comfortable with who i am and where i am in life. I'm almost always happy now and life is just fantastic. I love life more than ever before. There are so many great things to live for and i'm just taking it all in. I've met some of the best people this year and i hope we still remain close this summer(Marisa, Cory, Matt, Greg). I've gotten closer with other people (Christina, Marissa, Tanya). This year has totally been better than i ever thought it would be. I stand by every decision that i've made this year and firmly believe in my beliefs. I am a stronger person now, more confident and more focused. Thanks to my friends and family who have been there with me and helped me become the person i am today.



So cheers to my family, friends and all in the class of 2006. May our senior year be one that we never forget :)

♥stepha

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[21 May 2005|01:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Last night was so much fun. Besides my date, i had the best time. I just couldn't stop thinking about him. I missed him so much and i cant get over how much i love him. But here are some pictures bitches!!

 

Wild and Crazy KidsCollapse )

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[12 May 2005|07:25pm]
[ mood | crazy, happy, and busy! ]

Ok so this week has been pretty pointless and boring. I got Krispy Kremes today and my yearbook. I have no idea what has happened in the last week, i totally forget. So forgive my shitty update.
*Lots of hangin out with Risa and Matt.
*SATs
*Seniors leaving soon. P.S. I FUCKING LOVE YOU SENIORS! and i'll miss you terribly! :(
*Anything Goes was FANTASMIC
*Mothers Day was splendid
*I love him :) but i'm still single. Which is okay, cuz i dont want a heavy duty relationship right now
*Prom next week i guess... lol

I'm really gonna miss all of my senior friends :'( Gah this sucks.

I love you all, and this was a really shitty update. Sorry.

♠stepha♥

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[04 May 2005|08:49pm]
So yeah updatage. Nothing much has been happening

My birthday was the fucking best birthday i've ever had. It lasted over 2 days! The day before my birthday my brother and his girlfriend came over and we went to the Cheesecake Factory in Boston and my dad went all out and got us anything we wanted. And the waiter was awesome and we guessed what country he was from (Bulgaria) and got it right and we made his night! :) And we just had so much fun, and i got my presents that night too. Weird. I got a new digital camera that is AMAZING. and my bro got me Midnight Club 3, Dub Edition. Its a cool game.
Then the next day i got to stay home cuz it was my birthday and my mom stayed home so we could go shopping at South Shore Plaza. I got so much stuff from Pac Sun and Wet Seal. Then i found this amazing purse at the Coach store and i HAD to get it and i love it with all my heart :) We ate at Unos and came home. Then my mom made me Fried Dough!! IT WAS SO GOOD! and yeah it was the BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! and i got so many text from all my awesomely awesome friends!!!

Then last week was kind of a blur, i dont remember much. Last friday night i went over staceys and that was always fun. Saturday Amy, Krystal and I went to the Copley Mall in Boston. LOVE THAT PLACE! We got to go into Saks Fifth Avenue! I was orgasming throughout the entire store. i got to touch Prada, Gucci, Manolos, Jimmy Choos, Armani, Roberto Cavali!! omg i was in heaven. And Sephora was amazing as always. It was some Anime convention and people were dressed as weird elffin creatures and such. It was creepy. Some kids had those Japanese wooden sandles... fucking weird as hell. I also started my drivers ed last saturday. This week has been pretty shitty cuz i havnt been feeling good. and i'm wicked stressed out. I hung out with Matt and Risa last night and tonight and it was fun. I love them! :) well this update is uber long. so i'm gonna go

peace and love bitches ♥
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[23 Apr 2005|12:32pm]
Went to see UMass Amherst yesterday. It was incredibly large and almost like a small city. There are about 24,000 students there: 18,000 undergrads and 6,000 graduates. It's amazing. Its definitly a place where I would want to go. You would never know that the college campus is out in the middle of nowhere because it's surrounded by things to do and places to see. Downtown Amherst is always bustling because of the 4 other colleges in the area: Smith, Holyoke, Hampshire and Amherst. Our tour guide, Matt, was a political science major and he got to intern at Parliament, for one of it's members. I think that is THE coolest thing. And they have a wonderful program to study abroad. And i just fell inlove with it. It's a great school and hopefully i'll visit more =)
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Power to the Abandoneds [21 Apr 2005|11:14am]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Wow, i really need to work on updating this shit. Nothing has really been going on. Just realizations and shtuff. Stupid stuff that i should have known about a while ago. But i'm just an idiot. its cool. Anyway, i still got the bestest friends in the whole wide world. So i'm all set. For now... lmao.

My new favorite artists are Coldplay and Beck. Amazing.

Lets see... Umm last week was the Day of Silence and that was good. I was so silent! :) except for that one time in chem when Levesque made a larger explosion than anticipated. Thursday was just boring. No teachers were in school pretty much. Lots of studies. Same thing happened on Friday. Finished Ray in History. Such a good movie. Last weekend was pretty awesome. Hung out with Marisa and *someone*>=( (angry face) on saturday night and we had to leave early cuz he was being a bitch. Then Sunday night i hung out with Marisa and Stacey <---- my new best friends. We are the Abandoneds! I love them. We had so much fun and i got the ultimate addiction: Sex and the City season 4 on DVD. Well we came back to my place and watched an episode and then went to drop of Stacey and ended up dancing for a half hour. lmao. Oh did i mention i had work ALL weekend. it was nuts but i got a big juicy check, so it was all worth it.

Monday was boring. Just worked at night and watched the game, punctuated by the marathon. Twas good. Then tuesday it was beautiful, and i had that *realization*. I was pretty upset, and nothing can cure that kind of upsetness like 4 hot girls from Manhattan: Sex and the City. So i watched almost every episode and attempted to find comfort food in my house but i couldnt. how sad is that. I was just in a horrible mood. Then yesterday was fabulous out, but i had work at 1:30. So i spent most of yesterday indoors as well, except for the walk over to work. Yes, i walked. Then Krystal and I went out to see Fever Pitch. That is such a good movie! It was like the Playoffs, all over again! =)And today i have class at like 4:30 til 7 and then i'm out with Risa and Stacey for the night. Tomorrow i'm off to UMASS Amherst for a tour and such with my mom. Then we're meeting family friends there for dinner. How boring?

MY BIRFDAY IS ON MONDAY BITCHES! much love

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[12 Apr 2005|02:20pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Ok, wow. its been a while since i last updated. lets see...
-Since then Julie has gotten stuck in the mens bathroom at the Dew
-Baseball has officially started
-The Sox got their rings and won their home opener against the devils.
-Spring is here! :)
-Family time
-My birthday in...12 days
-Someones birthday tomorrow :D
-Vaca in 3 days
-Yesterday was a disaster
-College Fair Today. good times
-Went to see 36 Views on thursday. The set was gorgeous.
-Cleaned my room and found my game boy color XP
-More family time
-long weekends
-and her XD... yes still her:)

Got my report card today as well. did really good i guess. Gonna try harder tho, cuz i feel like i'm slacking. Working tonight. Gonna get drunk over vaca, right Kaykay?! YES. umm lots of hanging out over Vaca and working. Gonna miss Matt. But marisa will get some lovin ;)

well peace out bitches. ♥

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Camera Whores, and the perfect girl [02 Apr 2005|07:38pm]
[ mood | wish i was drunk ]

You know, i find it kinda funny that he same people that say "I'm ugly, i'm fat, i'm hideous" are the biggest camera whores around. just thought i'd let that out, cuz they obviously have a good amount of confidence in them to take that many pix of themselves. And i have enough confidence in me to be both a camera whore and someone who doesn't think they are ugly. Thank you very much. I am sorry if that sounded conceited, i just had to say it.

Its amazing, how the perfect girl, is right infront of me, but she doesnt even know it. What else that amazes me, is that she doesn't too much care. i personally think i'd be a great girlfriend (again, sorry if i sound cocky or whatnot) but she doesn't notice me at all. And if she knows who she is, she'll know this when i say that she is beautiful and perfect.

goodnight

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[29 Mar 2005|02:34pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

So nothing has been going on lately. I figured out my major (double major in History and Education) and my first choice school (Flagler in Florida). Nothing too important has been happening, as i said before. This weekend was pretty boring, cept hangin out with the fam which is fun, when Jerry's there. I got no work this weekend, so who ever wants to hang out, thats cool. I'm doing something friday night tho... hehe. so yeah just leave some comments on what to do. &hearts;

fam picciesCollapse )

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[16 Mar 2005|07:03pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Things that put me in a good mood
-I asked Nick to spring fling XD (hes so gorgeous)
-Titanic is coming out on a special DVD in october consisting of hours of behind the scenes footage and 58 minutes of deleted scenes!!
-Marissa, Tanya, Lauren, Meghan and I are gonna dress up as spice girls. LMAO
-Signed up for the Day of Silence on April 13. very important. you should do it too.
-Today i'm just in an all together good mood

I went shopping today for krystals Birfday present and while we were there i saw this awesomely awesome 3 CD jazz compliation for 10 bucks! It has Miles Davis, John Coltrane and Thelonius monk, among others... oh man, I died. it was so awesome. So i obviously got it and i'm happy now. Then we got my dad a new tie and a new shirt and he loves it. I love giving people things, because i love to see their faces when they get it! So with that i also got my mom a Dory stuffed animal from the Disney Store because she is inlove with Dory! And i just got those things, just cuz. And it made me feel good. And i got to drive home from 44 and yeah we talked the whole wayyyyyy! good times cuz i love my mom :)

*sigh* i'm in such a good mood. i love it. well sayonara suckerzzzzzz!

much love♥

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[08 Mar 2005|08:52pm]
What a wonderful day, International Women's Day. :)
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Moral of the story: Never ever get back with an ex that you've dumped twice already [01 Mar 2005|12:35pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

So thats the story of my life... anyway, whats done is done. and i'm mighty happy that it's done. He doesnt deserve me anyway. He abused his time once too many.

So now that stephs single and ready to mingle... who among you will be the chosen one?

snowday. home. bored. thats that.



p.s. boyfriends are so overrated

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[25 Feb 2005|11:15am]
Well vacation has been good so far. Tuesday night i went over Courtneys house to chill and watch Movies. It was good times. Wednesday i had work... lovely. but it was extra cool cuz Karlyn, Amy and Krystal showed up and we had lots o' fun. Then they drove me home. Yesterday i had my Intro to American government test. It was so overwhelming. But after that i went to pick up my baby and we went back to my house to watch movies and just hang out. We had so much fun. 5 weeks left! lol. <3

Today idk what goes on but i have work at 5. COME VISIT ME! then tomorrow im FREE! So please if you wanna do something, leave me a comment. I'm gonna be bored as hellllll tomorrow.

Sunday i have work 12-5... greatttttt.

I'm sick of snow. i'm done with thissss!

♥peace and love bitches
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[21 Feb 2005|09:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Ok seeing as how no one comments... I'm bored. This vacation is boring, but i'm doing a lot. Had Amy and Krystal over to watch Titanic and Wicker Park. good movies. And i'm going to get my dress altered tomorrow, and my shoes. Yayyy.

hey everyone, here goes. I am bisexual. And no this is not some stupid trendy shit. This is me.

peace.love.sex<3 bitches

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[19 Feb 2005|10:36am]
Ok, yeah i guess i should update. This weeks been pretty boring. Just presentations and tests. Went to the Charlie Horse last night with Courtney and David<3(btw, we're together again). We went to meet up with Mike from brockton, but that was a bust. Him and his friend were so rude, and courtney was upset. I felt so bad cuz i love her so much!! But we got on this like roller coaster simulator. It was great, so much fun. Then we went trucking on the Big 18 Wheeler game. Her name was Big Bertha, and idk what mine was but we had lots of fun with out those DDR maniacs. Yeah thats all they talked about or did. And talking on their phones during dinner?? RUDE and we had to pay for their drinks. fuckheads. They were just talking to themselves and completely ignoring courtney. Sorry hunny, i love youuuuuuuuuuuu.
Then she slept over, but left early cuz she wasnt feeling too well. and here i am, have work at 1-5. So yeah, maybe might go to some sort of thing in Raynham tomorrow night with Chels and Zac, idk yet tho. Got nothing planned for tonight. Or the rest of the week.

anyone wanna do something, then leave plans
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